cmnctnbreakdown ([info]cmnctnbreakdown) wrote,
@ 2006-12-13 15:45:00
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on a balcony over looking nothing
we are all so fucked up. each in our own ways. im not sure but i do know that the rear view mirror stands for everything i have ever hated about myself


i finally got one application in
it took forever
its to UNH. i dont really want to go there. my mom wants me too but i dont really want to at all. probably because she is pushing me way too much. my choices for college are really just plymouth and unh. id rather go to plymouth. as long as i get in. i can snowboard and idk. im not sure. i know im going to be sick to my stomache when and if the decision comes. because UNH seems like a nicer school and plmouth kind of boring. but i dont know. im already getting sick to my stomache everday atleast once. photo class will be the death of me.

oh well
going to my dads tonight for the second time. i dont know how im gonna walk in and be like. hello i am very happy.



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[info]divideby
2006-12-13 09:30 pm UTC (link)
UNH isn't so bad, and believe me i did NOT want to go there at all when i applied but its cheaper than any of my other choices. I hated it at first because I just did not give it a chance. Its definitely not amazing but it really isn't so bad. I'll definitely meet up with you if you do come and show you how we roll.

as far as anxiety goes, i get really sick when im anxious so much. I ended up going to health services here and they prescribed some medicine (pretty much near free) and it really helps a lot. but you can do that with a doctor at home-- theres no reason that you should feel sick everyday even at leaast once. hang in there boss

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[info]cmnctnbreakdown
2007-01-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
yea i dont know, my moms pushing me to go there and thats one of the reasons i dont want to

yea i should go to a doctor for it. anxiety's a bitch huh? maybe i will do that thanks

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